My artwork has been lacking and I'm not sure why. I feel very confined of creative space, a bit smothered. I'd like to learn more and explained my knowledge but I'm taking a break from school since I pretty much don't finish the classes but I'm going to take a couple artistic classes here in Port Huron at a studio downtown where the price of the class is fairly low and it will hopefully keep my mind racing with ideas.

I have dabbled in painting a bit this summer though, and I've written more than I ever have in the past. Mostly lyrics or poems, my blog is lacking though (not this blog, although this is now the only entry since i deleted the one and only from 2 years ago or whatever). I guess nothing really too exciting has been happening lately. I'm fairly calmer than in the past although some might argue.

Fall is coming and the only reason why I don't love fall is because it means winter is just around the corner. I HATE winter, i'm like a bear in hibernation. I'm pissed at the salt ring that forms around my pants when I'm just running to the car to warm it up and the sun that doesn't seem to exist. Winter and i are in a never ending fight, winter is winning.

Plans after winter seem to include Florida, though. So, at least i have something to look forward to as appose to last year when i hated my living situation and if i wasn't sleeping all day I was creating things for myself to do outside of my house. Oh, the days when I lived alone and no one crowded my space unless I wanted them to.

So, here we are, mid-september and i find myself at a dead end. oddly, i feel it's the best dead end I've ever run into. welcome to all joining me on this grand adventure.


party.