okay so this is my first da journal entry. normally i don't like to blog unless it's secretly but i'm feeling the urge to just type or something i guess.

my hair is now jet black and this excites me. maybe it took moving to florida to help me decide who i am inside but it's ganna take much more to figure out who i want to be.

although i'm drinking less than i did in florida (and kalamazoo), i'm still drinking too much. if it's there, i'm drinking it. i'm not ashamed of it tho, i get a pleasure out of it no doubt but eventually it's ganna have to be brought down to even more of a minimum. hey, one step at a time huh? haha.

i feel the need to express and indulge myself in not only art but different kinds of art more than ever before. i hope this only continues and the inspiration is only more and never ending.

beyond that, i'm enjoying this time i have to rest. i know this won't last long (not working, being lazy, sleeping a lot...) but i'll enjoy it while i can.